Feel like typing in PURPLE.
I haven't been blogging for quite some time. Things have NOT been hectic, so I really should take more time to do self-reflection.
Oh boy, I have the need to reflect on a regular basis, I can just feel my (dyed) brown hair turn white instantly. This is terrible.
Went for a job interview at S.A.M last week, I really hope the woman calls me and steph soon, as she agreed to after CNY.
But, Jocelyn told me today that she may be able to get me a job at...Tommy Hilfiger :) oooohhh I want.
I mean, although it's a sales assitant position, it'll look good on my CV.
I'm such a typical Singaporean, tsk.
However it is really a good opportunity, which I do need quite badly!
On a sad note, sent off Guetghee at the airport this evening :( I'm going to miss Gsquared ALOT. She helped me out so much, in so many ways that I cannot thank her enough. Remembering the times spent hanging out in the artroom at unearthly morning hours trying to skip morning assembly. I mean I would be slothing around sleeping, while she studied and paint. Now I can see why we turned out so differently. hahaha
We were never caught :) ohyeahhh
But I'm excited that she's going NZ to pursue her studies! So proud of her!
Hungout with RINNN afterwards. I miss her so much, because I'm so used to meeting her everyday in school. Especially since we're partners. Poly is going to be quite different. But I won't say I'm really afraid, maybe the fact that I will not know anyone might even turn out for the better:) A fresh new start. That will be good, for me, for everyone.
Anyway, back to the title. It really sucks having your expectations crushed. The saying of Do not wish for too much, really bites me in my back everytime. Do I have overly high expectations? :(
I just keep expecting things, but end up disappointed. And I choose to free up my schedule and week and everything for nothing.
I don't even know whether I'm being selfish at this stage. Sometimes, I can't be bothered to care anymore.